That Incessant Throbbing in My Head

I’ve lived in New York for four year and I still go through cultural shock every day. The reason is probably that I am completely lost in life and I’m trying to attain some kind of normalness in a city that is far from normal.
While I am fully aware of how utterly unimportant some of the things are that we bother ourselves with, I sill manage to let them drive me crazier everyday like a true New Yorker.